December 2011
29 posts
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Donkeyboy - City Boy
Missing
It’s been 5 weeks and 2 days exactly since the night you left me. At first I thought that yeah, I’d just move on… Now I’d have freedom to do whatever I wanted, when I wanted… Some peace, no kids always waking us at 6 or 7 in the morning… I could finally watch some TV again without any interruptions… Yeah, it all seemed fine in the beginning…...
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“Lose your dreams and you might lose your mind.”
– Mick Jagger (via ireadintothings)
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“If you only knew, how I refuse to let you go, even when you’re gone.”
– Shinedown - If You Only Knew
“I’ll let you be in my dream if I can be in yours.”
– Bob Dylan (via metiens)
Massive headache after work. At least I keep my...
“Keep moving—that was his motto. Don’t dwell on things. Don’t stay in one place...”
– Leo, The Lost Hero by Rick Riordan (via quote-book)
Keeping track
I’m constantly tracking down the package I sent off to Christina the other day. I had a bunch of things I needed to get away, things reminding me of her, her kids… Feelings would been bubbling up when I looked at these things… Better she’d get it.. And I would never even in my dreams send her something without considering her children… They are so wonderful that...
“I don’t want to care. If I care about things, it’ll just be worse, it’ll just be...”
– Clay, Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis (via quote-book)
“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an...”
– Diego Marchi (via julie911)
For a while I have been doubting...
What was I doing? What did I want to do with my life? …why did I study what I study? I had lost the inspiration… The fire inside that keeps you going… All the problems with Christina had put out the inner glow… In ways I grew up faster than I would have otherwise. All our problems overshadowed everything else, it’s no secret that I love her more than life, but truth...
“The biggest mistake is believing there is one right way to listen, to talk, to...”
– Deborah Tannen (via wrists)
I remember learning about Deborah Tannen in class, she’s got quite some remarkable views. My professor even got the chance to meet her, apparently she like the Scandinavian stuff haha, but yeah.. She’s a very interesting person with some interesting views.
RIP Chris - Your memory will live on
“When people are free to do as they please, they usually imitate each other.”
– Eric Hoffer (via livejamie)
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I'm literally at the point where I don't know what...
Stupid American culture x.x
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I keep feeling incredibly tired.. No matter how long I sleep.. Typically haunted by nightmares, silly nightmares, of losing you… It doesn’t even make any sense.. I wake confused, with headaches that just don’t seem to ever go away.. My thoughts constantly circle around you… What could have been… What should have been… And I’m scared.. I’m so fucking...
Halfway done with my assignment, due 1hour and...
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I wonder...
You ask me to move on, but return to me at random times… Saying things that are not in their place… Because who are you to think you can decide for me? You left me. Who are you to think that I will actually listen to you, take your shit, when time over and over again you’ve left me with nothing but a broken heart. I wonder… Do you enjoy seeing me hurt? Is it fun to torture...
Just when I think that you can't possibly hurt me...